阳光又是那么灿烂。一如既往的像圣水般洒在这个慵懒的陆地上。一步一步踏上楼时，刺眼的光芒一晃而过。看着台阶把日光阻隔成一阶一阶的，不知为何，突然觉得好有意境。站在阶梯上沐浴这秋日的一抹属于我的阳光，很是惬意。
一个人站在阳台上靠着墙，抽着那根属于我的PEEL，喜欢那淡淡的薄荷味和橙子香。在阳光下，看着微风吹散那点点的烟灰，慢慢地落在地上。像是什么，随风消逝在这抹日光里；又像是什么，掉进这卷抓不住的轻风里。听着丁当的“可不可以”，喜欢丁当的嗓音和这首歌的旋律和带着哀伤的词，感受这属于我一个人的午时温暖。
今天结束，意味着四年的大学课程已结束，开始了一个长达半年的假期。也从某种程度上意味着大学的结束吧？！问自己伤感吗？或多或少都有的。现在坐在电脑前，看着台灯，却不知什么感觉，只是无奈的想笑笑，就这样吧。
大学的最后一年，开始抽烟了。但我爱的不是烟，只是爱上那种情绪和心情。抽烟，于我只是一种姿态，就像一次旅行中那短暂的光阴。喜欢这样淡淡的情绪，喜欢这样的心情，就像今天的阳光，这样就刚刚好。
i started to cry
which started the whole world laughing
oh if i’d only seen
that the joke was on me
i looked at the skies
running my hands over my eyes
and i fell out of bed
hurting my head from things that i’d said
till i finally died
which started the whole world living
oh if i’d only seen
that the joke was on me
i looked at the skies
running my hands over my eyes
and i fell out of bed
hurting my head from things that i’d said
till i finally died
which started the whole world living
oh if i’d only seen
that the joke was one me oh no…
that the joke was one me……
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